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Kevin
When I was in Medellin, for the first time, I became fascinated with the masculine world of motorcycles. The stunts, the meetups and motorcycle culture in general. After I left I stumbled upon this reel on instagram. It features a handsome Colombian man riding a bike down a steep mountain valley with the other side of the mountain lit up with white city lights.
He had a big smile on his face and the reel made me smile too. It captured what a one of a kind place that Medellin is.
I followed him. He posted a lot. He collaborated with other motorcycle influencers in Medellin. By far, the most popular was Kevin. He did the best tricks and made the best videos. He was cute, in a Medellin way. I followed him too as well as a lot of his friends. It was fun to watch the videos of the loud motors of the motorcycles, and the handsome happy men riding them around the city.
Many of them made deals with motorcycle stores in Medellin, they did raffles, and found other ways to make money off their following.
One day I saw Kevin advertise that he had started an OnlyFans and was offering a 50% discount to new members.
I was really interested in joining, just to see what he did. I didn’t expect him to get naked. I don’t really know much about OnlyFans, but I hear that in addition to porn content, they offer a simple way for creators to connect with their fans.
Over a course of events, which I’ll describe below, I actually began subscribing to another young man's OnlyFans and to my surprise, he did a lot! I couldn't believe all that he was doing, all that he was showing.
To my pleasant surprise, Kevin delivered too. Just like on Instagram, Kevin is the best I’ve followed.
I spent a long time browsing through the short videos and pictures of his fully naked, long lanky smooth body, and his long slender shaved cock. All guys in Medellin shave everything. Armpit hair, pubic hair, everything. But even after shaving, fuzzy, stubby hairs always pop out from just beneath the skin and give a sharp prickly texture to the tongue and eyes alike.
I watched his videos in sexual excitement as well as amazement. I just couldn’t believe how open he was with his sexuality. I often write about the breadth of options gay men have in Latin America to explore and express their sexuality. Over the past year, in my single life, I’ve been exploring and writing about gay for pay hustlers, who essentially enter our world for money. But it’s so secretive. It’s underground. It’s clandestine.
What Kevin is doing is out there for the entire world to see. Sure you have to pay $10, and I'm sure that gives him a lot of privacy, but then I had to think again. He also has a telegram account. Telegram is an app that is very popular in Latin America. His Telegram account is free and contains all the same videos from his OnlyFans, only he has placed a sticker (a large sticker) on top of his long slender cock.
The telegram account surprised me more than what I saw on the OnlyFans. He really was putting himself out there 100% for anybody to see.
This is the same way that his motorcycle influencer account is. He rides his motorcycle, oftentimes shirtless, and completely unselfconscious.
Watching his telegram account knowing that all his personal friends and family could see it too, made me feel naked myself. The same way I felt when I first took a public shower. I realized that this type of sexual expression is something I never got used to nor had my culture allowed me to even consider.
Influencers don’t do this on OnlyFans in the United states. We joke about it, and we talk about it, but really a very very small portion of our society actually does this. An equally small portion of our society pays for onlyfans, even in privacy. So this added to the experience of being able to see a few of my instagram crushes naked jerking themselves off in front of a camera for me.
This difference between cultures, for me, is just as exotic as my favorite picture of Kevin, lying down on his bed, on his back, with his legs up in the air and his ankles crossed. Is is the only feminine pose that he has made and I think it is an obvious shout out to his gay fans.
He doesn’t open his hole or anything. But he does allow one large dark red ball to pop out from between his legs.
Javier
Javier does acrobatic routines on parallel bars at outdoor gyms in Bogotá. In spanish this is called calestenia. He practices a particular subgenre of calestenia called gimbar, which originated in Bogotá.
There is something about the quality of his videos and the number of my friends in Mexico City who follow him, that make Javier seem like a big celebrity and not just a local popular cool guy.
One day he posted a reel where you could ask him questions.
“Tienes novia?” somebody asked him.
“Nop.” He responded.
I responded to him in private.
“Novio?”
To which he replied, “Estoy buscando un sugar. Jeje.”
I didn’t respond. I really didn’t know how to. But immediately my mind began to imagine what he meant by this. What he would want from me? What he would give to me? I played around with different fantasies for a time. About a week later he sent me a link to his OnlyFans page. He doesn’t advertise it on his public profile the way that Kevin does.
Javier was the first OnlyFans I subscribed to. He had a lot of j/o videos posted, and several solo shower scenes. The videos, unlike his gimbar tutorials, are extremely amatur and the difference shows that, for Javier, this OnlyFans project is apart from what he does at the gym with friends behind the camera. He seems to be doing this alone and through private message, probably replies to flirty messages he gets.
Javier seems to be the most business minded and the nost interested in 1-1 contact. But he wants to be paid for evedrything. He periodically sends me messages through the OnlyFans chat offering video calls for $50USD.
That was too much for me. I had no indication that anything would happen that would be worth $50.
Really I didn’t expect anything to happen beyond what he did on the videos which I had paid $10 for 1 month access. For me, 10 is a great price to get to peak underneath the underwear of someone I’ve had a crush on. It is always a surprise how much they show off. I’m open to something beyond this happening, but so far it’s just been that.
And that’s okay.
Jason
Jason is from The Amazon Rainforest, in Ecuador. He became famous on Instagram and Tik Tok, doing quick recipe reels about classic, simple, medicinal concoctions he makes from fruits, leaves, and other ingredients from the rainforest and the health benefits of them. He is a adorably cute young guy and his videos are fun to watch.
Over time, I noticed him working out and getting bigger, and more focused on his body. He would even appear shirtless in a select few of his videos. You could tell he was getting used to his fame and his sexuality.
Recently, he made a video promoting an OnlyFans account that he had started. I had the same feeling that he woldn’t be naked but rather shirtless and sexy. He offeered a promo of $6.50 for the first month and I grabbed it.
He only had a few videos but the pictures were really amazing. His cock was fat, perfectly shaped, slightly curved and erupted into a shiny glistening bulging head. His cleanly trimmed black hairs carpeted the connection to his smooth chiseled hairless body.
Below, you will find links to the Instagram and OnlyFans accounts of these three creators. I have had a great time discovering each of these guys. First their public personality and seccond their private darker side. Their lado travieso as they say in Spanish.
I really really encourage you to check them out. Or if these guys aren’t your cup of tea, see what you can make happen with others who you may have crushes on. Sometimes all that’s needed is the knowledge that sexual connection can happen between any two people in an infinate number of ways.
I’ve heard so much talk about OnlyFans since the pandemic but like so much in my American gay life, I hear so may people talking about it, in general, and absolutely no personal stories from any real people. I don't know anybody who performs on OnlyFans or subscribes.
Most of what I hear is on Instagram. I’ve followed and then unfollowed many hot sexy guys who make reels that are funny, or gay related, only to realize that they’re promoting their OnlyFans. I never subscribed to any of them. They all gave off the impression that they were making millions on their OnlyFans because they were just so sexy.
This is a very American view of sex; That only a select few can make money off their sexuality, and the few that can, make fortunes, while everybody else starves.
Does this sound familiar?
The three accounts I’ve covered here work completely differently. Each of them truly enjoys making videos about something they’re passionate about, any beyond that, they adopt a playful experimental disposition toward their sexuality and see what comes next.
This playful experimental phase is not part of American culture. It seems you’re either a successful sensation or you’re not in the game.
The latino version for me has been so empowering and I see examples of it everywhere.